.Thursday, February 04, 2010 ' 6:11 PM
hey...(to those who reads my blog...) haha...HI... so long no write... i mean blog...Well... its a new yr after so long... LOL...anyway... i really jus wanted to say... is that...This Will Be My LAST blog post...and after tat... i am closing it... (delete?? maybe..)or maybe jus leave it... untouch...First i would like to clarify some things that some how some what affecting me...(p.s its really just my point of view... and i am not refering to ANYONE...) For those who really knows me well... they will know... usually.. after my stress... i'll just be the same... though my mood swings real fast... but after my mood swings... i am normally ok..so... Forgive me for being rude/raise my voice when i am Stress...
second...Sometimes i really feel... that if 1 blames 2 for the black face... 1 didn't realise that 1 oso has the black face... ... get the irony...?and seriously... what does black face means? No smile? Not Happy?
or is it black face = no smile = no expression = unhappy...?example "if I, JOYCE YIP were to show Selena a black face... ... what does it mean?"
JOYCE YIP is unhappy with/ showing no smile to/has no expression with Selena.
so... forgive me for my god given black face if i have show it....
Third,
ever thought... what one's comment can cause how much trouble and hurt to oneself?
ever thought of the oneselves comment can cause to another oneselves hurt?
and all the one think is what the oneselves said to one... All one thinks that Oneself is giving one stress... ever thought ONESELF OSO STRESS?!
(p.s. not angry... just upset... not refering to anyone... jus self experience.. :) )
try to get wat i am talking about... coz this is seriously wat i feel...
Forth....
if i were to say LOL... i would really LOL.. in a nice way... happy way... and not a sacartic way...if one were to think another way... then... *sigh
and reading my message... you have to read it in 2 tones... mono and hype up...
if oneself were to always read in mono tone... of course my message is "black" rite?
(does this "Black" means emo? unhappy? no expression? down? ? a better view of the irony?)
Fifth... i mean it in a nice way...
if there's one has any unhappiness with me... PLEASE tell me straight... seriously :)saying nasty things behind oneself back.. seriously doesn't help...
LAstly...
I would really like to THANK my LOVELY BABI s &...my many many beloved Best Friends (if i ever had one >.<>
Because...
They just forgive with my stupid little black face that i give them EVERYTIME...
They just Forgive me with my moodswings...
They also forgive my baised-ness towards idols...
Coz they SO SO SO SO understand me...
and they are just there for me, when i needed them...
i would like also thank my "classmates" too...
Fifah, Kardu, Syudu, Shab, Lin... etc. (alphabetical order)
(not to mention SOCKYONG (my beloved relative..)
i would say... they plays a part for me to be in school today la...
I have Frens who told me that... they just cant stand being said nasty things of themselves behind their back... which is of course not true la... They say they will confront and everything...
As if i cant stand la... no la kidding... but whats there to confront... when... all the things being said is all the person/s say one... i mean.. nvm... ignore this part...
(sorry if you have read finish... LOL)
(very lazy delete... but if you understand... Thankyou! haha)
ok... i'll end it here...
Anneyong ppl...
i am leaving this blog for real...
i'll just might keep this post for few weeks...
then i'll see if i want to delete or something...
Cheers ppl... take care...
Quote of the day...
"Nobody's Perfect... Is impossible for everybody to like you... REALITY IS UGLY...FACE IT!"
Anneyong ppl...
LoTS of LOVE for the last time...
JOYCe...
